It
is not long time ago, when I was set in front of a question „a life or God“. It
was not so radical as it seems now, although the world threatens us those ways
so many times. Mostly through nonbelieving friends, boyfriends and girlfriends
or parents. And I am not talking about
explicit threatens. The people don’t know, what is the bet, so they don’t know
what ultimatum they made for us.
But
do not be afraid not to do compromises. Do not be afraid of persecution. It is
1 AM and I am so excited, that is why I know that my usual me is always sitting
and doing nothing – and many compromises. I fight this problem a lot, I talk
much and do too little and I know it and it is killing me.
But
I realised a beautiful thing – we have a PRICE. God will not let us be sold,
because he paid the biggest price ever and nobody yet raised. In the moments
like this, when the world is telling I am Nobody, I know this: If I were
Nobody, nobody would fight for me, nobody would fight against me. But Heavenly
God Himself fights for me and I am always under attack of the bad guy (take it
for yourself). If I had no value (which God himself set), it would not be worth
for Satan to fight me and it would not be worth for God to protect me.
For
some reason, the power of evil consider as important our failures. If you had
an enemy in love and he was zero (Nobody), you do remember, you did not worry
about him and you did not care about him. But if he was handsome, good and he
was your threat, you needed to eliminate this enemy from battle field.
I
think there is a big game going on and we have our very seets in there. God has
a great plan for each of us and forget that you heard that in Sunday School, or
when you were evangelisated – that is how it is and the plan is GREAT. We are
the ones, with who God will destroy the wall of darkness. Everyone of us has a purpose
– preacher. Missionary. Martyr. Worship leader. Or a senior sitting on a banch
and reading his bible. A lot of purposes but in this world it seems like the
purpose of martyr is bigger then a purpose of the worship leader. But in the
spiritual world, every one of us i an irreplaceble part of God’s chain. We are
the heroes, who lies their lives for their King.
We
may not feel it that way, or act that way, but it is true – we were crucified
with Christ and we are dead to the world! Take it as an encouragement to the
times of storms and also as my morning thought and finding out, that we have a
value that no one can count...
Amen.
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