There is too much “God“ in this

Recently I noticed a problem with deciding at myself. It is going with me for a long time and it hurts me. I cannot say it is behind me, but I think I found out something useful and revolutionary today.

We ask God about His will too much. In this case we much keep God completely out of it! Do not get me wrong, please: God is needed to decision. But we ungently put our responsibility on His shoulders by asking about His will comfortly! I realise I do not do it by faith, but by comfort and it is wrong.

I have a dilema and ask God: “What do you want me to do?“ and he replies: “And what do YOU want?“ I ask God so much like I would be afraid to choose. In the movied Facing the Giants there is a backup coach and he stands in front of not easy task: The main coach is weak and unable to lead his team and the sport’s leadership force the backup coach to use his authority during the voting and put this main coach out of ring (later we find out that God will help this main coach, but nobody know about it yet). What will the main coach do? Beg his assistant not to betray him? Is he holding back not to screw anything? NO! He comes to him and says: “Make a choice! Hasitating will not help anybody.“

It’s the same with me. Do I really ask about God’s will, or is it that I am afraid to choose, because I am so scared of consequences? Thank you, Lord, that you risk so much with me as the main coach did! I even think that the bad choice is better than no choice. I noticed that during my studies.

Do I want to study? No? ... I ask God and hear nothing. Stupid? No. Not getting the answer from God gives us a great advantage: We have a huge freedom in choosing (if it is generaly about good things). You don’t know school to study? And God says nothing? Great, you can make a choice on your own – but a-ha! Consequences. But anyway, it is better to finish the wrong school than not to start with studies at all, right?

Next thing is that God’s will does not prosper here. I asked about it so much, but when God shows it to me, I am lazy to do it. I found that this June at the end of my semester. I was not able to study enough for my oral exam, I had already had a job, so I was not worried about firing me from the school. I told God: “Be Your will. If they fire me, it means you don’t want me here. If I pass, I know, it’s Your will to stay here and study.“ I came there with two another boys, who studied much more harder than me. Those two were fired, I passed. God showed me, He wants me there.

But this was like the end for me. Until I realised that God’s will must never be the end! It is about decision – do we want it too? And if not, it is better to do even bad choice, because hesitating will not help anybody. Either I want to study and I will do maximum for that, or I do not – but in that case I will look for life at different place.

Please, apply this alegory about studies on university to your other personal problems in families, relationships, marriages and so on. There is always choice needed and to go for it.

Last thing about that: priorities. If I decide about something seriously, I need to choose how high priority it is for me. About this choice the best to do is to make a priority-list. And, of course, to obey it. Done? OK, how is it going? Get up in moring and go to the bathroom. Clean your self. OK, hygiene is important. Next? Morning prayers, lunch, studying, some time with your girlfriend at the evening, evening prayers and go to bed. We did not study so hard as we decided to. I ask my self – how much time did I spend on facebook that day? Why is it so important? Because facebook was not on my priority-list! It is not on the list, so it goes to the background – I do mainly the things, which ARE on the list.

You know what? I can visit facebook. You can do it for two hours per day. You can be there even five hours per day. You can easily be there since morning till night and waste your time. Really. You really can and it is not a sin. You can, but only if it’s on your priority-list.

I hope you understand, you need wisdom to make a choice and to arrange your priorities. But the paragraph above is there because of Jesus‘ words: Let be your YES yes and NO no. Make you priorities-list, but do not lie to yourself. They obey it.

Last thing: you will fail for sure. You need God to lead you through this. And because thisi is his perfect plan and he raises us to make choices, that is why he will bless us in this. But we are people and we will fail. I did have problems with one sin and thank God I did deal with it. After some time I fought with other problems and God helped me even with that ones. But then the serious hurt came, when the old sin came up and I surrended it – everything went down like a house from the cards. You blow and it is gone just like that. Just gone. And you can start all over again. And I think I am scared so much especially because of my tries. I don’t want to fail, I do not want to start all over again.

But this is how it works with God, He said: Behold, I make everything new! Are you afraid that now, when you are doing well with God, you are loayal, you fight a good fight, so now, are you scared about failure and losing everything. Let me encourage you – you will really lose it. You will fail, fall and lose everything. But our Lord is loayal, when he will not build the same house you destroyed – he will build a new, much bigger and better house. And that is why I will try eventhough I am scared about my falling and not going well. God is with me in this.

Do not be afraid!

They got it!

So I again began to think during eating the “devil’s salate“. I thought why we even are afraid of talking to unbelievers? By talking I do not mean to talk, but to fight for our faith – be strong about things.

I got to say I did not find the answer. I do not the cause. But I found kids very brave in this. In Sunday school they teach kids to answer each question by words “Lord Jesus“. We, of course, already know that we cannot answer by that everything.

We can.

Kids found out, they got it! I almost saw one US movie (by almost I mean I read about him) and the plot was that kids are born allknowing, knowing all laws of the universe. We, of course, all know it is a non-sense. Only until we find out it is true. I don’t mean the absurdity of kid’s allknowledge, but the knowledge of God’s law which is automatic, we are born with it, before we bite that fruit of snakes and loose our sight forever. Explain...

Friend of my dad has a daughter and when she was just a little girl, they went to the lake. This her daddy went for a walk with her and they met a lady of very beautiful design dressed only to tiny swimming siut. Daddy turn after her and his daugther yelled: “Dad! You’ve got mummy!!!“ Here we se, how strong kids are – it is not because of their parents but by natal God’s law.

We all born as sharp-sighters, although, later all of us will bite the fruit, which will blind us forever and we will not be able to go through our lives without a stick, helping staff, but also the educational whip. In Sunday school they teach kids to answer each question by words “Lord Jesus“. We, of course, already know that we cannot answer by that everything.

We can. Of course, we cannot answer by those words very complicated theological question, but nonbelievers do not ask those complicated theological questions, aren’t they? “Why do you belive“ “I grew up in a christian family...“ WRONG. Jesus! He is why. Family, let us be “blind“ in those interviews a little bit as these kids are.

Verily I say unto you, Whosoever shall not receive the kingdom of God as a little child shall in no wise enter therein. (L 18:17)

Do not give up! or About faith

Quite often it happens that I go to the business with huge energy and excitment, decided – but sooner, or even sooner than sooner I am pushed back by something that tells me it is a waste of tries, that I am not good enough for it and so on. Funny (not quite funny) is that we give up sooner than we can even get to the right source of objective facts about the whole situation. How can we know whether to go on in this or not?

Apostle Paul had pretty smart head, which I cannot tell about me. Then, we can look at his life as an example. Acts 14 tell about Paul preaching in Lystrae and healing the cryple by the power of Jesus Christ (Act 14:10). The crowd, later, got upset (the reasons why would take our attention from the topic with no use) and started to stone Paul. They stoned him so hard that they thought Paul was dead (Act 14:19).

Something like that happens even to us, am I right? Sometimes we start with great attitude, good faith and the excitement, at the start we even get luck and everything is going great – but then, suddenly, the failure comes, with the „stoning“. How do we react? Do we find our selves as defeated and „stoned to death“? Do we give up?

Disciples took stoned Paul out of the city, where Paul woke up and came back to the city, where he was stoned at the first place (Act 14:20). Did Paul find himself as defeated, „stoned“? No way! Paul DID NOT give up, he got up and went back – to face it as the man. And the very next day he continued with his previous plan – he went on spreading the gospel (Act 14:21).

I do want to encourage you to not give up untimely. We think the fight is lost but this does not have to be true. They can stone you to death, or even „stone you to death“, but God is faithful and he will not let us be tested beyond our abilities (1 Cor 10:13). OMG, for you can even raise people from the dead! Believe and do not be afraid to stay in our fight. Amen.

The Support in Times of Storms

It is not long time ago, when I was set in front of a question „a life or God“. It was not so radical as it seems now, although the world threatens us those ways so many times. Mostly through nonbelieving friends, boyfriends and girlfriends or parents. And  I am not talking about explicit threatens. The people don’t know, what is the bet, so they don’t know what ultimatum they made for us.

But do not be afraid not to do compromises. Do not be afraid of persecution. It is 1 AM and I am so excited, that is why I know that my usual me is always sitting and doing nothing – and many compromises. I fight this problem a lot, I talk much and do too little and I know it and it is killing me.

But I realised a beautiful thing – we have a PRICE. God will not let us be sold, because he paid the biggest price ever and nobody yet raised. In the moments like this, when the world is telling I am Nobody, I know this: If I were Nobody, nobody would fight for me, nobody would fight against me. But Heavenly God Himself fights for me and I am always under attack of the bad guy (take it for yourself). If I had no value (which God himself set), it would not be worth for Satan to fight me and it would not be worth for God to protect me.

For some reason, the power of evil consider as important our failures. If you had an enemy in love and he was zero (Nobody), you do remember, you did not worry about him and you did not care about him. But if he was handsome, good and he was your threat, you needed to eliminate this enemy from battle field.

I think there is a big game going on and we have our very seets in there. God has a great plan for each of us and forget that you heard that in Sunday School, or when you were evangelisated – that is how it is and the plan is GREAT. We are the ones, with who God will destroy the wall of darkness. Everyone of us has a purpose – preacher. Missionary. Martyr. Worship leader. Or a senior sitting on a banch and reading his bible. A lot of purposes but in this world it seems like the purpose of martyr is bigger then a purpose of the worship leader. But in the spiritual world, every one of us i an irreplaceble part of God’s chain. We are the heroes, who lies their lives for their King.

We may not feel it that way, or act that way, but it is true – we were crucified with Christ and we are dead to the world! Take it as an encouragement to the times of storms and also as my morning thought and finding out, that we have a value that no one can count...

Amen.

My nice neighbour

Once had one man a snake. He was so used to it, that the snake became a pet. Even it slept next to him in his bed. Once happened that the snake who lied next to the man set itself into very strange position – he lied completely straight. Snakes even when they lie they are waved or crooked in some way, but this one lied completely straight like a desk. So man found an expert, more experienced breeder and told him: “My snake lies next to me and he is so straight. What should I do?“ The breeder replied: “You got to get rid of that snake. It is just measuring you to find out if it is big enough to eat you.“

Our lives are very similiar. We live our whole day and next to our very steps there is our nice friend folowing us. Even when we rest, he lies caml next to us. Don’t forget though, devil is only “measuring“ us! He calles himself an angel of light (2 Cor 11:14). For many times he might be next to us, he may not attack at all. He can show himself as a good friend, who offers us many good things, if we will follow him (L 4:7).

Please, don’t think the devil has powers only to tempt us to sin. He si indeed powerful and a temption is just one of his various abilities. He does not need to tempt us to do very serious sin. He can slowly plant a seed, encourage our pride to love God’s service more than God. Through these little deflections a man can easily get to the situation (for example), when God is just too boring. The sin is a dangerous thing, but I think, there is much more going on than just about sin. Devil wants to get you.

However, the biggest stupidness we can commit is to think (and believe!), that snake just lies next to us as he has been doing all the time and that he is harmless – or even commit such a mistake and think, there is no snake at all. What would devil do in my life? For I am so small, I can do nothing and I keep sinning and falling; let devil care about someone bigger. The devil and in the Czech republic? Such a mistake. What would he do here? I mean, there is so few Christians. The devil in our church? Oh come on, I mean, when you don’t look at those few disputes between brothers and sisters, we are “quite good“ church.

The devil rejoices, when he hears us saying “quite good“, if the term “quite good“ signals certain imperfection, which we can avoid. However, in this case we are not willing to avoid it, for  we are satisfied with current state, because it does not threaten us immediately = we think the snake lying next to us is just stretching. Or our life, which misses some sort of spark, but there is nothing seriously wrong going on – in fact we are doing “pretty good“.

Moses‘ Sunday school or why cannot sinners go to heaven

Yes, indeed. The question “Why cannot sinners go to heaven“ belongs to the Sunday school, or maybe Sunday school intermediate. It’s the basic of the Gospel, meaning every person who believe in Christ’s sacrifice needs to be able to answer this question.

In fact, God answers in a way this question even to Moses on Sinai. Moses begged Lord for grace and his presence. He gets these all (Ex 33:17). However, Moses asks to see God by his own eyes – to see His glory (Ex 33:18). The Lord says: “No man can see me by his own eyes and stay alive.“ (Ex 33:20). Following God’s word we know that nobody can see God¨s glory and stay alive – but why?

In one of the new-testament stories Jesus walks through the street, when, suddenly, some sick woman touches his coat (she is healed immediately). Jesus says: “Who touched me?“ His disciples advice him not to bother with this. But Jesus keeps saying: “No, somebody touched me. I could feel my power going out from me!“ (L 8:46). That’s pretty funny. Almost seems like Jesus could not control his power – somebody touches him and the power goes out from his body. Of course, it’s not like that, ale but it shows that the power and glory is his “human“ nature – that’s the wayy his is, he cannot not be in the glory of God (Psalms 26:8).

And the glory of God, that’s something pretty awesome – nothing can be better than that (Psalms 89:9). Jesus himself came out of the arms of God Father (J 6:57, Mt 16:27) and also angels stay in the glory of Father (Mt 18:10b), but Jesus adds: “You are sinners. You can’t go where I go.“ (J 8:21). That’s pretty much the same what Lord said to Moses... what’s the deal, then?

Let’s compare God’s glory to the glory of the Sun. The Sun is the brightest object of the sky. You could observe its glory with my star telescope, but if you didn’t use the filters (cover glasses), the sunlight set to very thin line would burn your eyes down like a damaging laser beam. Then what if God’s glory is so powerful, that it burns down every single sin? (God hates sin and He won’t let it stay in his presence – Psalms 5:6, Psalms 45:8). That’s why a sinner cannot see the glory of God. The man must put on something, what will stay such sin-burning-down glory – and that’s the Christ – and if we do it...well then...the show may start.

About jealousy or Story about Laban

Is jealousy wrong? The Lord himself is God who loves jealously (Deut 4:24, 5:9, 6:15), but in the same time he commands: “Do not envy anybody anything!“ (Deut 5:21). So what about the jealousy? Is it possible, that God simply said can envy, because he just can control himself?

Look at the story of Laban. When Laban first appeared, he was just a young man (Gn 24). I must say I edmired him in few things. He really looked like man. He served and cared about his guest Isak, he fed his animals without asking. It was his duty at that time, however, Laban seemed to me like a man of self-reliance and reliability.

We don’t read about Laban for a while then; we meet him later, when Jacob, the son of his sister asks him for his daughter Rachel (Gn 29). Laban was a quite dissapointment for me. Suddenly, he looked like some kind of jealously despot – hiding behind his nice face. I would blame him for his feelings though. He had to say goodbye to his youngest daugther and that’s never easy. You need to know that at that time, when a father married his daugther, he would probably never see her again. So I don’t wonder that he wanted to keep her close so deeply. I get it at least in the beginning.

At first, Laban tries to walk on the path of honor, Jacob must serve him for 7 years, before he marries Rachel. However, after that Laban offers to Jacob his elder daughter – Lea. Jacob refuses, then Laban secretly changes Rachel for Lea and so cheats on Jacob (Gn 29:23). After that, Jacob wants his real wife. In stead of that, Laban steals cows and sheep which are Jacob’s and he forces him to serve him for another seven years! Laban did all of this to keep his daugther Rachel in his house for the longest time he could.

But in the moment, when those seven years passed, Jacob leaves. Laban’s daughters also leave with him saying: “ Is there yet any portion or inheritance for us in our father's house? Are we not counted of him strangers? For he hath sold us, and hath quite devoured also our money.“ (Gn 31:14-15). Did Laban gain what he wanted to? Instead of being the old Laban, being man, having honor, giving Rachel to Jacob – he tried to decieve Jacob and act to her like she was a possession. At the end, he ended up much worse then he would have ended up if he had given his daughter to Jacob in the first place.

So, jeylousy does not have to be wrong all together. I suppose we understand Laban at first, his first worries. God is jealous in the same way – he is worried that he’s gonna lose us. The difference is, that he is not possessive and he leaves us the free will. And that is something what Laban – and sometimes we – cannot do.